stop pushing me away. im trying to show you that i care for you but all you say is 'im ok' or 'its a long story'. DUH. i know you're not ok. and i know its long. i keep telling you i want to listen and hear it all and be able to comfort you. arrg. and it makes me even more frustrated that you dont want to tell me then say that i dont want to listen. im already trying to show you that its ok. im going to listen.
i want to be there for you.
i want to be part of your life. but i cant do that if you wont let me. i cant do that if you keep telling me you're ok when you're not. i cant do that when you keep pushing me away.
stop pushing me away. im told you i want this to work. i told you i wont give up. but cant you at least show me that you want this too? i need you to show me that you're willing to fight for us too. that you're willing to make things work. i dont want to give up but i dont want to make things work when you dont want to anymore. i need you to help me too. im trying to be there for you. im trying to be better. im doing my best here. you know how hard it is to know that you have a problem. and you know its hard for me to know that the person i hate is the one you love and also the one that causes you pain. but im sacrificing already. im trying to accept already. this hurts me alot. just knowing what happens between you guys hurt me sooo much. but i just try to accept and forget my feelings of hate about the one you love. i try to keep an open mind and accept that this person makes you happy too.
i need you to show me that you appreciate the effort im giving. i need you to show me that you're willing to make things better.
i need you to show me that you want this to work as much as i do.
