i dont really know how to say what i say to say but im trying so bear with me. i have this topic in mind but i dont know how to elaborate. anyway. bear with me..
in every class i've been in, we always say 'this is the best class ever' or something like that. that happens every year. it changes every year.
argg. i seriously dont know how to say it.
every year, you can say those words. its ok. but what you cannot and should not do is forget the love and the bond that has been formed between you guys. you just learn to love your new class. its natural. you cant keep on holding to something that you know is gone or different. you have to accept what you have and where you are in now. accept it. love it. but just dont forget the lessons and the bonds and the experiences that happened in your old class.
i miss my old class. i really do. i miss my classmates. my adviser. i miss the happiness and sadness. the triumphs and disappointments. i miss the bond we made. they will always stay with me. but honestly, i am learning to love my new class. i really am. i love the way we are. the spirit we have. the determination. the way we see the positive than the negative. and the way we move on even after disappointments and just tell each other 'we'll do better next time'
i am learning to love my new class. and i dont think that's wrong. or bad. but i do miss my old class.
..i have no idea what i just said. im not sure if i explained myself but whatever. im tired.
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